To my dearest,
I don’t like to admit this, but I’ve been thinking about you almost every single day for a couple of months now. Even a small moment is spent praying for you for God to remind you that I’m waiting for you (and hoping you’re doing the same for me). Since the start of this year, it has been a constant battle and challenge to save myself for you—emotionally, mentally, physically, sexually, and spiritually. Lately, I’ve been able to see how easy it is to get myself in a fleeting relationship with random people. So you can imagine how hard it is to deny myself this experience so I can save the best of myself for you, truly and completely! It is a struggle; it is tough; it is so hard, but I have faith in God that He is working out every detail of our future love story. Most people that I encounter with these days know more or less about my “relationship status.” It can be a good thing or a bad ...